A little something.... about a fairy tale.... about life, about love, about thoughts...

Here we go... running along the beach, trying to get away from reality....

Writing like a mad person, as usual, just putting the heart besides the keyboard and copying what comes out..... without editing, without thinking, just emotions.... ups! too much honesty, who cares?

Imagining lifes, imagining a parallel word to dream, to fantasize real "perfectness".... is that possible?

Love, love love, love is all around us, in a bird, in a wave, in a sunrise.... how beautiful... yes, that word has a meaning, it means WHOLE, it means ELECTRICITY, it means CONNECTEDNESS to the universe, to the cosmos, to everyone, to another soul, to all the rest of the souls...

How courageous you need to be to run to the harbor? Take a ship and then sail to phi phi island?

It takes the courage of having the heart of a warrior, just like C. Castaneda stated... just like that, a lot of courage.... because it's the mind that gets in the way, the mind that doesn't leave us alone, the mind that... stops us from being a complete being...

The mind that gets in between us and the purpose of our soul, the mind that is a product of our domestication, the mind that is a result of the thought patterns of our childhood... jealousy, anger, fear, guilt...

That mind that doesn't understand and asks why... while our heart beats in another direction and we just don't pay attention... because we didn't attended that class, we just think about what we know, and what is knowledge? Knowledge is something far away from wisdom, something far away from happiness... because love is within, and happiness too, while knowledge is outside us, comes from another place.

How can we not live with someone? We are dependent animals... even as adults, even more as adults. We are free when we are little, pure, and unconditioned. Then we learn how to behave, how to take care, how to depend, how to "love". Is is real love what we think it is? The truth is that we have to learn how to live without anyone.... how to leave, how to be happy inside, how to be a complete soul by ourselves.... and that is the hardest of all lessons, but the only one that sets us free.

How to dare? Are we prepared to face something that is not "the right thing to do"? Face reality and the rest of the souls? There is no right and wrong, there is no true answer.... the path with a heart (Sorry castaneda, I'm copying you) is the only clue and sometimes the mind gets in between, and we choose, we make a decision, and we always win, and we always loose too....
and "it has been good to question, good to feel, good to wonder which one is the path with a heart…. Because maybe there are many paths with a heart… we are learning, and we have to learn well, we have to get all the tools, to be able to make decisions, whatever they are".

That's how live unveils it's secrets, that's how life tests us.... learn the lesson... but learn it completely... we can not be such cowards to leave the lesson half way... we have to learn it well.

The mind keeps playing tricks on us... how can we imagine that we are doing "right" while our mind is fantasizing elsewhere? That is contradictory.... we cheat on us, that's even worse than telling lies to other people... while our eyes wander deep inside the ocean, and our heart is diving, we try to convince ourselves... it's always the case...

We feel... and how deep we feel... we cannot get it just because there are reasons of the heart that the sense of reason cannot understand... thank you dad for that, thank you for those words...

“As human beings we all want to be happy and free from misery… we have learned that the key to happiness is inner peace. The greatest obstacles to inner peace are disturbing emotions such as anger, attachment, fear and suspicion, while love and compassion and a sense of universal responsibility are the sources of peace and happiness.”
“If you have fear of some pain or suffering, you should examine whether there is anything you can do about it. If you can, there is no need to worry about it; if you cannot do anything, then there is also no need to worry.”
"There is often a big disparity between the way in which we perceive things and the way things really are".
Dalai Lama quotes

"I was remembering the other day how many different things I have written... Maybe one day I will write a book.... I don’t know the subject yet.... maybe I will be about time, about living and doing each day “something that scares you”.... I don’t know, I am writing nonsense now, scattered brain inside my skull... I will keep writing though..." or maybe I will stop for today, nonsense southafrican holiday... strange country, strange people, but such a learning field... such an opening to the spirit... sigh, biiiiiigggggg sigh.....

until then....

will be back soon, and will be out of here sooner too!